Sometimes I think the universe is testing my patience. Sometimes I feel like this is all a big test and there is someone watching me, waiting for me to slip. It’s not easy. Yeah, I’m sure you feel the same way sometimes, but we shouldn’t have to feel this unbearable sour taste in the back of our throat every time we swallow the day ahead. Why are people the way they are? I truly believe that background is a big part of people’s actions and attitudes. But why do others have to suffer due to the actions of others. Some would say that we cause our own suffering due to the actions of not changing what’s at play. While that is somewhat true, many people do not know the steps to take to make that change. It sucks. That is the most blatant way to say it. When you grow up constantly fighting a battle that gives no answers, you begin to be exhausted. Mentally and physically. I guess all you can do is try to recognize the first step to take and then leap. Good luck grasshopper!